When I talked with my Spirit Guide I asked, “Is this really from The Other Side, or is it just my wishful thinking?”
She didn’t answer me directly, but she said she could help me if I wanted it. I didn’t know what she meant, but I pondered what she had said.
It took almost five months before I finally asked my Spirit Guide to help me with what I thought was a problem. I had been getting poems for almost 16 years from a Source who came to me with a flood of emotion, a rush of words, and in a rhyming verbiage. I had to put the words down on paper quickly or they would be lost.
Usually by the time the poem was near completion, I was sobbing. Also, when I read the poems to an audience or another person, I couldn’t keep from choking up. I considered it unmanly. But I couldn’t help it. I didn’t know why I was affected so.
So, I asked my Spirit Guide to help me.
We initially had a call the latter part of January, 2012 to discuss what I could do to control the emotions I was feeling, especially when reading the poems to other people.
She told me that I had to become a larger-than-life figure that could transcend being affected by the emotions. I picked the father figure of American History.
She told me I needed, in essence, to become that figure if I started to become emotional when reading the poems. She told me it wouldn’t be easy.
I tried it. It wasn’t easy.
We set a time to have a conference call again in two weeks.